Maybe you’re the first thing that crosses my mind as soon as I wake up for a reason, maybe you stay on my mind throughout the day for a reason and maybe you’re my last thought before I go to sleep for a reason. Either way, I still fall for you a little more every day. I wonder if you wait for my text/call the way I wait for yours. I wonder when we fight, what goes through your mind. I wonder if I’m the first girl who crosses your mind every morning and the last girl you think about before you fall asleep. But I’ll never know, because you’ll never tell me just like I’ll never tell you. I’ll never show how much it bothers me when you talk to other girls, I’ll never tell you how much it hurts when another girl thinks they’re special to you. I’ll never let you know that you’re my miracle waiting to happen. I wish I could have you already, so I could be the only* girl who feels special to you, so it doesn’t bother me who you talk to because I know* I’m number 1, so I don’t have to worry about losing you because I’ll have you forever. I haven’t seen you lately, I guess that’s why I’m missing you so much. I haven’t kissed you or hugged you lately, I guess that’s why I’m so excited to see you. I haven’t admitted I loved you yet, because I know I’ll never be able to take it back. It’s different this time, I can’t lose you. You’re like the missing pieces to my puzzle, when you came into my life I suddenly felt complete. I hope one day I could let you read this without wondering if you feel the same way. <3